~彩虹 永爱掺杂于阳光与雨水之中~

20100911

11/9/2010

Wow wow wow... I miss Mandarin word... Using my cousin's laptop online in Genting Highland.. Read a lot of Mandarin words that I cannot read for almost 1 month.. I miss it.. I miss it!!! Using a small... light... little Sony Vaio laptop to online now, so convenient and easy... How much is this.. hmm~~

3days 2nites with 10ppls in a room. I donno what can I do.. eating, sleeping and gambling.. People mountain people sea here.. My mummy and auntie chit chatting.. my nephew sick and the rest just going to casino including me.. I think this is just a holiday for us.. means.. just doing nth, sit back and relax.. Suddenly feel that, the life is just nice. But, haiz.. have to return to work just after my small holiday... just.. just.. just lazy.

Not so cold not so hot at Genting Highland... a small little rain yesterday nite. I donno is there any hot sun outside. I just love the weather now. Just nice. I miss u. Just miss u.. This morning received ur sms that told me U r very happy when received my sms, I just feel sad and guilty. We such like... lost the feeling of dating. Just like no longer sweet talk, no longer manja, no longer the feeling of love. The things of replacement is just USED. We used to each others. We never enjoy the time anymore. I just felt it. This is only my feeling after I received ur sms.

I am trying to find back the feeling. I am sorry coz my always scolding. I am sorry coz my never appreciate. Promise me, don let me alone to do the improvement k???? We have to find back the feeling... To make sure we can continue our sweet r/s forever.. ;)