~彩虹 永爱掺杂于阳光与雨水之中~

20090725

今天是25-7-09

不是到从什么时候开始,发现大家都不再对部落格有兴趣。奇怪,是不是因为大家都长大了?还是大家都忙着工作,不再像以前一样任性?写部落格其实也不算任性啦,只是需要抽一点空闲时间来整理一下自己的心情。

不知道从什么时候开始喜欢写部落格,喜欢有人来阅读自己的心情,喜欢有人来了解自己的故事~写着写着,渐渐也减少了。不是因为太忙没有时间,而是因为没有那种想写下故事的心情,不像以前有的没的都胡写一番!

最近,忽然想起,慧宝贝说:如果我有在,她一定会被我骂得狗血淋头!真的很对不起,我想是因为我对友情太过执著,反而让你有这种感觉。我只是希望大家可以抽点时间来维系我们的感情,我只是不喜欢大家总是拿忙来敷衍这一段友情。

现在,最不能聚一聚的,可能是我了吧!

原来,人,真的会想念。常常以为,从嘴巴里说出的:我想你~ 都只是敷衍而说,原来不是的。离开家里后,真的感觉很想念。我不喜欢这里,所以会想家!

20090721

曾经

曾经~
我答应过自己,绝对不能与别人的家人住在一块儿,而如今,事实也证明了,我还真的与鬼都不能斗!天啊!对于他们的“循循善诱”,我真快受不了了!我就是不能接受一些人不断的重复“教导”我同样的事情,好想大吼,拜托停止!我不懂的,自然会问你!!!

看来,我应该也不会在此逗留太久!担心,在我离开的时候,可能是分开的时候!

20090709

Facing Something

Today, I woke up at 8.10am SHARP. Without any laying on the bed, or snoozing again my alarm. I am facing something again. Planing to resign. I had made this decision because I felt I am not suitable for handling sales job. Steping into the 3rd years of handling sales job, this is the 3rd company. I still don like. Still hate. I not yet discuss with my sis. I know they will sure ask me to find a job before leave. But I really don wish to continue my life like this.

I wishing to having something I am interested. Don wish to forcing myself for work everyday. Forcing myself to call, forcing myself to talk so much with the customer. Chat with a fren few days ago. He asked me, what you work for rite now? I told him sales. He ask me: u? work for sales? how come? U like meh? Although u r talkative... Haha..

I don like. Really don like. Letter had type. Just wait for a rite time to tell my manager. Just wait a time to leave. I donno how will I have my way after this, but I think I ll more enjoy my life after resign. Thanks for wishing~

20090706

人生总有

人生总有抉择的时候,选择你要走的路,选择自己的未来~
人生总有难过的时候,或许为了摔一交,或许为了曾失去~
人生总有开心的时候,可能因为小糖果,可能因为大收获~
人生总有难忘的记忆,也许是些开心的,也许是些难过的~

人生总有悲欢离合,好的坏的,老天自有分寸~
人生都是喜怒无常,开心伤心,总是控制不了~
人生总是得不偿失,有舍办法,怪自己不懂事~
人生都是身不由己,很多事情,只好听天由命~

想要做的事情,往往都是不能顺心
以为理所当然,却都会是南柯一梦
不想要拥有的,通常都是忽然出现
想要见一面的,或许一辈子遇不见