~彩虹 永爱掺杂于阳光与雨水之中~

20100814

Help help help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really donno what shud I do.. Shud I make myself cruel let u cry sekali gus and u ll recover very soon? But how can I do it??? Let go also very hard for me.. I had try my best to tell myself that I shud stay with u.. But I really don wish that song song talk nicely to u.. song song wanna broke up with u.... I don wish u to be suffer.... Because I really love u.. but what can I do???

I don wish to suffering u.. I don wish to hurt u.. I don wish to make u sad.. Thats y i choose to leave.. I donwan u to choose.. I donwan u to make decision.. I hope u understand me.. I hope u respect me.. Leave u.. will also coz me a lot of problem.. Leave u.. will make me suffer a lot.. Leave u.. I will also lost my direction when i am driving.. But what to do.. I have to leave..

Just leave me alone.. I just wish to be alone.. long long time ago.. I dy noe.. I can be alone.. I can live very well although I am alone...

Leave me alone..