Vrace

Just told Galen, I am no longer Suan Sziau Ying~~~~ I am Vrace... A devil Vrace... Been brain washed by time, by age. I am no longer the small little girl that always thinking in my own way, always thinking damn childish. I am no longer so stubborn and no longer living in my own world. I am no longer the small little gal..

I been told that I am not look like a gud gal.... coz of my attitude and my face. I always told them I am just a gud gal. And now I noe.. I am not a gud gal. I was a gud gal, but maybe I am not now. I donno why, this is my feeling, my feeling at this stupid moment. I should enjoy my life now. I am~~~~~ enjoying ~ Some feeling of single but not available. Some feeling of not single but available...

How about u? Are u still in ur purely innocent time? Or u are also same like me? Living in ur 'started been matured' world? Wondering.... is it coz of the job that I handling, met too many different type of ppl, talking too many different lies, telling all the things that is not the truth.. I donno this is gud or bad. I hope it is gud.. and I noe, It is gud for me but not gud for the ppl that is surrounding me. Am I rite?

Time flying.. And I am also no longer I........ I don wish to be the innocent I..... I don wish to be the stupid I..... I am Vrace.... I am Vrace... :)

11/9/2010

Wow wow wow... I miss Mandarin word... Using my cousin's laptop online in Genting Highland.. Read a lot of Mandarin words that I cannot read for almost 1 month.. I miss it.. I miss it!!! Using a small... light... little Sony Vaio laptop to online now, so convenient and easy... How much is this.. hmm~~

3days 2nites with 10ppls in a room. I donno what can I do.. eating, sleeping and gambling.. People mountain people sea here.. My mummy and auntie chit chatting.. my nephew sick and the rest just going to casino including me.. I think this is just a holiday for us.. means.. just doing nth, sit back and relax.. Suddenly feel that, the life is just nice. But, haiz.. have to return to work just after my small holiday... just.. just.. just lazy.

Not so cold not so hot at Genting Highland... a small little rain yesterday nite. I donno is there any hot sun outside. I just love the weather now. Just nice. I miss u. Just miss u.. This morning received ur sms that told me U r very happy when received my sms, I just feel sad and guilty. We such like... lost the feeling of dating. Just like no longer sweet talk, no longer manja, no longer the feeling of love. The things of replacement is just USED. We used to each others. We never enjoy the time anymore. I just felt it. This is only my feeling after I received ur sms.

I am trying to find back the feeling. I am sorry coz my always scolding. I am sorry coz my never appreciate. Promise me, don let me alone to do the improvement k???? We have to find back the feeling... To make sure we can continue our sweet r/s forever.. ;)

3rd September 2010

Long time din blog dy since my laptop cannot view in mandarin. I miss all the mandarin word in my world.... Today....... how was my day????

I late to the talk again.. this is the 2nd day, 2nd time to be late.... at this 2 days... Is it coz of I lost the form to work dy???? Or... coz of...... I really no mood to work anymore???? Honestly... I love the company. I love all of the ppl in the office... coz everyone just treat me nice. My work although not really nice. But I like it.. Even I noisy, even I luan enuf, they still treat me good.

Money not enuf la.. I waiting to become tuition teacher. Waiting for October. Waiting for the tuition center open. I don think I ll get much from there.. But I wish to make my life more colorful. Although I noe it ll be very tired.

I like this moment.. I like it so much. Because at this moment.. My life full of frens. no longer feel with love. I can just be alone. Coz I got lots of frens. Even not with my lover, I still can sms with others. My life just nice... I am lovin it...