忙碌的十一月

结婚咯，结婚咯，林晓慧结婚咯！！
我们的第二个姐妹结婚咯，大家都好兴奋，大家都回来咯！！刚刚去了笨蛋慧的最后第二个独身夜，与其说是独身夜，不如说是难得的共聚夜~

还是喜欢大家聚在一起的时光~~~~~

笨蛋慧！！你的兔女郎真的，真的蛮可爱的！！还有还有~ 最后一句，也是最重要的一句：你一定要幸福哦！！！！

30/7/2011

不知不觉的，七月份又要结束了。时间穿梭得像火箭一样快… 真的很快。
今天状况一点都不好，是一点都不好。
是不是雨天总会让人沉闷一点？还是，雨天，让人想睡觉一点？

21/5/2011 雯妮的幸福日

 

期待了很久的雯妮幸福日终于都过去了，看着她幸福的出嫁，还蛮为她高兴的。她的他，群众要求下，在台上跪下来求了婚；他的她，当众高歌《最重要的决定》，其实，那一刻，真的很感动~

 

 

 

很多很多年的老朋友，还有一个栽培我的幼稚园老师，因为雯妮，我们相遇了！！

 

这是第一个出嫁的3388，你要成为我们幸福的榜样哦！！！

因为雯妮，3388虽然不太完整，可是也很完整

努力的期待着，11月13日的到来~ 另一个宝贝的幸福，正被我们努力的期盼着。

27/1/11

刚刚过了我第二十六个生日，终于明白，为什么有些人不喜欢生日，甚至，把自己的生日都忘了。原来人开始老了，会开始不关注自己的生日。原来，我老了~~

我的生日，在工作里度过，还特别迟回家。可是托老公的福，可以睡得迟迟的，饱饱的，才心甘情愿的回家。也托他的福，害我生日还得做工！！早知道他陪不到我过生日，就会把自己的休假换到星期二，起码生日不需要做工！！

今年的生日，或许大家都可以轻易的上网，收到了很多祝福，偏偏，是我自己上不到网！*气*

我想念，想家，可是不喜欢我家冷冷冰冰。是家里太大间了么？不管如何，我还是想念。也好，偶尔回回家，也好！！

生日过了两天，今天逛了半天，原想为自己买份礼物，可是这份礼物好贵！！因为觉得自己老了，想买羊胎素，156rm 一个月，好贵！！！

23/1/11

时间过得真的是神速啊！！我很不知天高地厚的活着26个年头了。这个时间，説长并不长，说短更不短。我已经活着1/4个世纪了，我做了些什么？？我不懂！真的不懂。

宇恒说：还等什么，朋友们都结婚去了！在这个年龄，真的应该问这一句了。笨阿慧刚才说，男朋友求婚了。预计年底进行仪式。阿婷准备好年中大式庆祝，忽然，阿慧问我，那你呢？。。。顿然无言。

我也想过结婚，我在等什么？在等，一个我想要的满意答案。在等，一个收入稳定的时候。或许，我更在等，一个正式的求婚方式。我提过，我暗示明示过，结果并不如我所愿。所以，这个问题别再问我~ 虽然他常说，我准备好了，就等她。可是，我并不觉得他准备好了~

等他准备好再说吧！！好吗？

「最初」

最近做了一个小决定，就想，为我自己喜欢的音乐做点小贡献，每一个月，买一张整版专辑。很疯狂吧？

这一个月，买了阿哲的《初专辑》，并没有以前的那种感觉，可是还是好听，就是耐听。听多次后觉得很不错~ 阿哲，还是阿哲！！！

30/10/2010

终于，今天我踏出了另一步，把我藏着很久的信给抵了出去。豁出去了~ 不可以再有什么改变，我已经把我的人生路途不断不断的改变着。忽然有一种感觉，是否因为我还不够成熟，并不能知道自己到底路要怎么走，说真的，有时还会自怨自唉起来。为什么就是不能定下来？这可能是种让人没有安全感的原因吧！总觉得自己，不应该，那么任性。

是不是，如果没有你的存在，我就无需顾虑那么多？现在的你，也不快乐，我不知道我做的决定，可以为你打了多少强心剂，吃了多少定心丸，可是我知道，我酱做，你会放心很多，至少你可以在我身旁。

我们不再像从前一样了，是不是时候已到呢？我该不该让你飞翔呢？我该不该表在做那么多事情呢？爱你，是否应该让你快乐呢？我不懂，也不想懂。只知道，你想我做什么，我就做什么~ 我们会快乐吗？我们有结局吗？我辞职了，对吗？

我也想要一颗定心丸，可以吗？

Vrace

Just told Galen, I am no longer Suan Sziau Ying~~~~ I am Vrace... A devil Vrace... Been brain washed by time, by age. I am no longer the small little girl that always thinking in my own way, always thinking damn childish. I am no longer so stubborn and no longer living in my own world. I am no longer the small little gal..

I been told that I am not look like a gud gal.... coz of my attitude and my face. I always told them I am just a gud gal. And now I noe.. I am not a gud gal. I was a gud gal, but maybe I am not now. I donno why, this is my feeling, my feeling at this stupid moment. I should enjoy my life now. I am~~~~~ enjoying ~ Some feeling of single but not available. Some feeling of not single but available...

How about u? Are u still in ur purely innocent time? Or u are also same like me? Living in ur 'started been matured' world? Wondering.... is it coz of the job that I handling, met too many different type of ppl, talking too many different lies, telling all the things that is not the truth.. I donno this is gud or bad. I hope it is gud.. and I noe, It is gud for me but not gud for the ppl that is surrounding me. Am I rite?

Time flying.. And I am also no longer I........ I don wish to be the innocent I..... I don wish to be the stupid I..... I am Vrace.... I am Vrace... :)

11/9/2010

Wow wow wow... I miss Mandarin word... Using my cousin's laptop online in Genting Highland.. Read a lot of Mandarin words that I cannot read for almost 1 month.. I miss it.. I miss it!!! Using a small... light... little Sony Vaio laptop to online now, so convenient and easy... How much is this.. hmm~~

3days 2nites with 10ppls in a room. I donno what can I do.. eating, sleeping and gambling.. People mountain people sea here.. My mummy and auntie chit chatting.. my nephew sick and the rest just going to casino including me.. I think this is just a holiday for us.. means.. just doing nth, sit back and relax.. Suddenly feel that, the life is just nice. But, haiz.. have to return to work just after my small holiday... just.. just.. just lazy.

Not so cold not so hot at Genting Highland... a small little rain yesterday nite. I donno is there any hot sun outside. I just love the weather now. Just nice. I miss u. Just miss u.. This morning received ur sms that told me U r very happy when received my sms, I just feel sad and guilty. We such like... lost the feeling of dating. Just like no longer sweet talk, no longer manja, no longer the feeling of love. The things of replacement is just USED. We used to each others. We never enjoy the time anymore. I just felt it. This is only my feeling after I received ur sms.

I am trying to find back the feeling. I am sorry coz my always scolding. I am sorry coz my never appreciate. Promise me, don let me alone to do the improvement k???? We have to find back the feeling... To make sure we can continue our sweet r/s forever.. ;)

3rd September 2010

Long time din blog dy since my laptop cannot view in mandarin. I miss all the mandarin word in my world.... Today....... how was my day????

I late to the talk again.. this is the 2nd day, 2nd time to be late.... at this 2 days... Is it coz of I lost the form to work dy???? Or... coz of...... I really no mood to work anymore???? Honestly... I love the company. I love all of the ppl in the office... coz everyone just treat me nice. My work although not really nice. But I like it.. Even I noisy, even I luan enuf, they still treat me good.

Money not enuf la.. I waiting to become tuition teacher. Waiting for October. Waiting for the tuition center open. I don think I ll get much from there.. But I wish to make my life more colorful. Although I noe it ll be very tired.

I like this moment.. I like it so much. Because at this moment.. My life full of frens. no longer feel with love. I can just be alone. Coz I got lots of frens. Even not with my lover, I still can sms with others. My life just nice... I am lovin it...